Ah Dangg (original title aye?)

I dont really have anything important to write about right now but im kind of...troubled by my current grades. I mean im doing okay in my classes but right now in english it says i have a meets because my AR is so low, in computers i have meets cause i havent finished my GIMP project, and in science its a mystery because my tests still arent graded. Ugh. Man this quarter sucked. I hate third quarter. But it looks like i might get all fours and last quarter i didnt get all fours because im freaking retarded in english. Now im wondering if high school is going to be a challenge like, in the ib program. But im more scared of spanish springs and ib sounds easier to me than it. i just think that the teachers will be better and i wont have to worry about not learning the required material because we are not given the information we need. *cough* science *cough* ha.
Hmm, what else what else...
well, today i spent the few hours after school at kaitlyns. hmm it was fun. but i have noticed that me and her are a lot different from each other. like she likes pop, i like alternative. she likes soccer i like softball.theres a lot more but cant think of them. we have different friends too and i dont know how she manages to be all smiles and stuff when she hangs out with my friends because i am so shy and scared around hers. i gotta hand it to her for that...i like riding her bus too because when i went on it today everyone was like "hey is quinn!" haha i dunno i just felt... known, popular almost. not that i care or anything about that stuff, although it would be nice if i was ha.
At least this week was a lot better than last and the week before that and the week before that and way the week before that. I guess all of february really sucked is what im trying to say.
like before my issues were science, social studies,art,computers, english, and algebra. ha everything. but now its pretty much english and computers im worrying about, and maybe science but thats still an unknown.
so i just got

• Gimp- due essentially at the end of the quarter
• AR-due next friday-AHHH! im dead

oh yeah im supposed to have a positive attitude. So even though i am pretty sure i am going to fail AR, i am going to try my hardest and work towards my ideal grade. Yeah...that works.

Ah,blogging. It wastes my time productively and gives me something to do when i procrastinate from my homework-which is probably a bad thing-but its so enjoyable.... :D
Oh yeah and i noticed i say ha a lot more now. I think it makes me more like looking like a nicer person. I feel i am too sarcastic and i dont know mean? I think i need to work on being more nicer, more helpful, more confident, less hyper, less sarcastic, and like work on my people skills you know? I never go like "hi how are you?" im more like "...hi." Im not very sincere and i want to be. i want to be a social butterfly that can talk easily to strangers and aquaintances and make friends easily. I think my future job in the embassy like requires being like i quess charismatic and outgoing and stuff, so if i want to live in japan or britain or something, i better work on that. I think i would be an overall better peron too if i could be nicer and a little more social. Maybe that will be my goal this year...like a three month late new years resolution ha. <-- i did it again :P :D